Delectable actress, Toyin Aimakhu Abraham recounts her expectations from marriage, even before she went into the union with actor Adeniyi Johnson.
According to her, a broken marriage not what she planned for.
The Talented actress also revealed that the end of the marriage caused her so much pain as she resorted to codeine, alcohol.
“At a point, I realised that I didn’t love myself enough and I wanted the people around me to love me. Also, I found that all the while I chose to please other people before pleasing myself. And I was focusing on the things that did not matter,” she said.
“I didn’t plan for a broken home, I didn’t plan for a broken marriage.
After my marriage, there was so many negativity and I was emotionally carried away.”
I realised I didn’t love myself and I wanted people around to love me.
I didn’t focus on things that really mattered. I was focusing on things that don’t matter and I always choose people before me.”
“I did not love myself enough. I was losing touch with things that used to work for me because I was involved with negative habits like drugs, smoking, and codeine.All these things were empowering my negative energy. So I had to stop.”
“I realised I deserved more. I focus more on bigger pictures. I decided to change my team and few people around me and I decided to change my habits.I stopped doing a lot of things. A lot of bad things that brings out the negative energy in me.”
“I didn’t heal before jumping into another relationship but I thought I was going to be healed by another relationship.
”I sought for help. I changed some people and friends around me and I stopped my negative habits.
The battle is 100% over. I have lived my past behind I’m looking forward to the future.
I’ll let everything that happened in the past be in the past. That’s why I agreed to change my name. I’m in the future. I thank God for giving me another chance.”